So, You Want To Be A Fisherman?

June 1984

Who, in their earliest twenties could be anything but unsure of themselves, yet so much less cautious about taking a chance? That was me: new to Alaska, wide-eyed, and willing to go anywhere life took me. So it was with barely a hesitation that I climbed into the car with Mark and The Quiet Man, and in a cloud of dust we took off toward the Seward boat harbor.

If I’d known anything whatsoever about the sea, about fishing, or about boats, the fact that the Lancer needed two deckhands—two ­greenhorn deckhands—just days before the season opened would have tipped me off and would have sent a bright red flare above the turbid sea of my brain, warning me of impending disaster. But I didn’t know the first thing about the sea, this boat, or about Mark, for that matter, and no warning flare was ever lit.

On our way to the harbor we passed the vast, rusty array of blue and green cannery buildings, a corroded, self-contained village that had suddenly come to life with forklifts, cranes, and a flotilla of boats gearing up for the approaching season. Following a quaint seaside street dotted with small gift shops, tour operators, and charter fishing outfits, we passed boats held suspended in dry dock, perched high on rusty barrels and 2x4s. These were either being diligently worked—sanded, caulked, and painted in a frenzy—or sitting neglected, dilapidated, and repossessed. The smell of dreams filled the air, those of fiberglass and fresh paint mixing with the dry rot of those long forgotten. The ghosts of each passing season hanging on the breeze, waiting to be caught and resurrected by newcomers like us.

I looked at Mark sitting there. Though he had the air of a rough older brother, he could be, at the same time, trusting and somehow childlike. One minute a man of the world, the next asking me for something I thought everyone knew, like helping him mail a package or make a transaction at the bank. Either way, as we emerged from the car and headed to the docks, I was glad he was there, glad he’d be with me on this first giant leap into the unknown.

The Quiet Man took the lead, down a ramp and into the world of boats. I had no idea there could be so many. We walked past all kinds, sail and power boats owned mostly by businesspeople from the suburbs of Anchorage who would drive down for a weekend during summer to polish their teak and sip martinis on the back decks. Perhaps they’d take their friends on a little trip around the bay or an occasional troll for salmon. Then we passed the tour and charter boats: large hundred-foot vessels, windowed water buses, fiberglass and utilitarian, their lines straight and not very pretty; or twenty-five-foot aluminum-hulled speedsters set up for sport, ­halibut poles racked up like weaponry along the outside of their cabin walls.

We headed on to where the working boats were tied, a flurry of activity crossing each slip—men and a few women, tough looking and road-weary, coiling lines, stacking and mending nets, scraping last minute paint and putty. I knew immediately these men and women lived much nearer to Mark’s world than mine; they all appeared to possess at least some of that same swagger, something I hoped might rub off on me.

“Hey, you guys got everything ready to go?” someone called from the deck of one of the

“Yeah, you bet,” The Quiet Man called back, acknowledging a fellow sea dog with the first of his few words and a wave of his hand. He was clearly a part of the annual hustle and drive that springs to life on the docks each year—fishermen and boat people emerging from the winter ­woodwork. The good ones and the lucky ones, who caught a lot of fish last year, returning from months on a beach in the South Pacific or ­Central America; those not so lucky, the sourdoughs—sour because they’re stuck in Alaska, with no dough to get out—back from a hard winter spent in the local bars or under the harsh city lights of Anchorage. Whether tanned and trim and full of sun and surf, or down and out and full of drink and despair, they all knew The Quiet Man who walked among the docks in every port town, as much a part of the annual transitory realm of the sea as the tides. It was a realm I saw through a ­landlubber’s eyes, rough, dirty, and untamed . . . and so unmistakably foreign.

Too far in to turn back now, I followed Mark and The Quiet Man deeper into uncharted territory, finally rounding the corner onto another finger of dock and ambling down a long row of vessels before spotting the one we were after. It’s name, Lancer, was not written in some fancy Gothic script, like many of the boats we’d passed, or in carefully painted block letters, but stenciled haphazardly across its bow, the way the letters were scrawled on Mark’s fingers, as an afterthought or just another job to do.

That’s when I saw Woody on deck, old and weather-worn and engrossed in the intricate task of splicing two pieces of line into one. The old man looked a lot like the Lancer—compact, tempered, yet battered and a bit rusty. Perhaps he’d been one of those spending a long winter in the bars of Seward.

He looked up as we approached, absently dropping the ball of line that had so absorbed him a moment earlier. He wore a sort of spotted, chocolate-brown cap that once must have been as white as his remaining hair but was now stained with what looked like years of diesel oil and grease. I couldn’t help but notice his hands; they were squat and leathery like a pair of old-time baseball mitts that hadn’t been oiled in decades and shy a few fingers.

“Woody,” Mark said, surprising me how sheepish his voice suddenly sounded, “this is my friend—the one I was telling you about.”

Something about the way he sized me up from the deck of his boat, his stance, his stabbing glare—a look that told me he and he alone was the boss, off shore and on—made me hesitate, even when he finally asked us in a gravelly voice to come aboard. But as we began to take that step over the rail and onto the boat he stopped short, turning abruptly to look me in the eye and catching just a glint of my momentary panic.

“So, you want to be a fisherman,” he said, more of a wager than a question.

Then, without waiting for a response he quickly turned, leading us into his kingdom, the beginning of my long and desultory alternative education. My introduction to the sea.

By Dave Atcheson

Excerpt from Dead Reckoning by Dave Atcheson




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